Wednesday, 3 February 2010

I Love you but You dont love me .

I think he's abit pissed off on me. ABIT . Cos, i told him i finish school at 430. So on 430, he called me using public phone. Dier tkd hp. He asked where am i. But i said im at home. Sorie u. It isn't my fault. Its Mdm Mona fault lah !! Change plan last minute ! Benci siol orang last minute. Then he said to me " Klakar ke perh ?? u ckp u balik kul 430 " i would msg u tht im not finishing school on 430, but u got no hp, so cam ne nk blang u ? Owwhh ... I dunt noe why but, he quit school. WHY WHY WHY ?? Haishh, tkperlah .... Meetinq him aft school tmw . Tmw got CNY concert reahersal. Or rehearsal. Whatever lah, i duno how to spell . Dont give a damn anyways. Hmm.. Yeah, kinda abit pissed off at a person or two . Cant name them, but you wont noe hu anyways. Jangan step minah bley tak ?? Nak jady popular konnon . Pas tu tinggal kan aku je ukh ? Dah ader bnyk kawan, tinggalkan aku lah ekh ? ohh.. Kurang ajar nye budak . Pastu Dah popular, nak show off uh . ? Id rather be not popular but be loved by my friends then to be popular and stuck up and have everyone hating youh . Hmm . Tak tawulah ekh . If your intention is using me as temporary fren to keep you not feeling lonely while your making new frens, then just leave me when youh made many other friends , then id say , Sooner or later, Everyones gona hate you cos u jus wana be popular . I think ;D Yeah, like "she" said, first friend to make friends with, first one to be left. Oh wow ! Kurang ajar ekh ! Tkp, Tkp. Im still not gonna "dont friend" you. Ill be normal. Bsides, lots of ppl already hate youh. And im steadily making alot of new friends. But eventually forgot their names ^^ Tkp, tkp. Sooner or later im gona rmb them . =) This is why i sooooo miss my primary school. I noe hu is lik a bitch, and who's not a like a bitch. Now my ex is attached. To whom, i dont noe and dunt wana noe. I noe i have Shaiful but im not exactly over him yet ! ='( So i guess im kinda jealous now ? First we were all sayang, sayang. Then we dont talk much. Then, he stopped talking to me. When 1 month anni, die tk tegur me. I tk tegur dier pasal i nak tengok kalaw dier ingat ke tak. So we both didnt tegur each other. Then few days later, like about 2 or 3 days, we broke up with each other . But he brought it up first. I wana break with him cos he jus dont seem to care about me. And Shafeez, a guy who loves me tdc, says to break up with him too . Ok, so i mainly love like 2 guys now ?? Aku tak setia betul siol ! I cant control myself . Shafeez is more of th romantic, sweet . He keep sending me love letters. But now, He's not msging me at all . Must be busy .. Ugghhh, sometimes i hate myself. I miss him . =( But i dont think he does ( MyEx ) . Mayb he patch with his shitty, minah ex . Mayb she told him to break up with me and patch with her . If yes, mtf ! All minahs are th same . *SighSigh* Okaes, guess ill end it here then. I love ya, bitches (: Emily, i wana meet up soon kays ! I cant stand it ! Siti & ZhiYun also ! IM&LYTDC ! Translation ; I Miss & Love You To D Core ! For youh dumb ass ppl hu dont unedrstand . FakeFake ^^ Joking only lah, no nd b so serious . (: